Thursday, June 30, 2005
i gotta blog today..
just felt like it..
have been thinking this few days..
and i realized that losing you wasnt that pain..
i mean not really like severe ties..
but like..not been very close to you this few days..
but i have learnt how to let go..
i was always holding onto you..
hoping that we would be close friends..
maybe 'close friend' to me WAS spending every second of our time tgt..
maybe i got it wrong..
standing beside seeing you happy was better than making you happy..
i really had learn so much things from both of you for this one and a half year..
and i really treasure it..
i really hope that you will really speak out your problems..
i know that there's many things in you that you wanna tell someone??
but i hope that i am too sensitive=)
isnt putting them in your heart very painful??
i can assure you that i will lend my ear to you=)
or maybe your buddy too!!
sorry about talking too much about my stuff on the phone=p
but i really hope tat our friendship would always last=)
meanwhile..
things will just go the way it goes=)
and i will be MYSELF!!!
hehe=)
alright..
read this book..
one of the sentence is
'When the tears are on the outside, the inside is healing'
and'Its takes a strong man to cry'
i think this sentence is really meaningful..
so put it down..
hehe..
*hint(i cry alot=p)
5:36 AM
Monday, June 13, 2005
i MUST blog about TODAY!!!
yep...
went swimming with my sister=)
swimming makes you hungry which is equals to shaking of your fats..
PLUS...you can get TANNED!!!
i just sat under the sun for 10 MINS...
then i am BURNED-_-
home..
studied for AWHILE..
then off to fix dinner..
I FIXED DINNER ALONE FOR MY FAMILY!!!!!
RAWKX!!
no much actually..
just some burned egg..
plus..some quite uncooked veg..
and some tasteless soup..
but my daddy said it was fine!!!!
haha!!!
and i cooked lunch for mummy!!!
steamed fish...
and cooked porridge...
hehe=)
i am so proud of myself!!!
I LOVE YOU WEIJING!!!
=p
alright..
think i gotta do my hw..(hopefully)
cant wait to meet my crush(evon) and jan!!
I MISS BOTH OF YOU!!!!
*loves
end here!!
take care!!!
he said"i've been to the year 3000
not much has changed but they lived underwater..
and your great-great-great grand daughter
is pretty fine=)"
this song RAWKX!!!
busted.year 3000
5:13 AM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
woke up later today=)
school with partner=)
had lessons..
actually spent the whole time making fun of pple=p
first was partner..
second was evon(my crush=p)
then off to jurong island..
i must say that..
whenever i try to eat..
I GET CAUGHT!!!
manx!! am i that bad?!
hehe=D
its was cool la..
its like some kind of island that is isolated..
haha!!!
vivTan partner and i were like some portable radio on the way home!!
screaming our lungs out...
anw..thankz tingmei for keeping the phone for me..
and waiting for us in school=)
home with partner..
outing with jan von and partner next week!!
cant wait..
had tennis game with clique on monday...
having muscle ache manx!!
partner said i am good as a first timer=p
ego=P!!!
shall end here=)
takecare!!
still crushing EVON!!!!
my piggy parter rawkx!!!
its so hard to like someone secretly..someone who your close friend likes..its so hard..so tired..so...i dunno!!!
9:05 AM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
hospital seem to be my second home..
i eat there..
i sleep there..
i bathe there..
and i will always head there...
haha=)
pple there are super nice..
home without mum..is BAD....
and
the hospital's vending machines are AMAZING!!
there is the normal one---drinks
the not-so-commom one---food..
and this nv seen before SANDWICH vending machine..
you just gotta chose the sandwich you want..
and in 30seconds..
the sandwich will just drop out..
and its really HOT...
and the sandwiches are SUPER NICE!!!!!!!
i got ALL MY 3 MEALS from it!!
hehe=)
slacking this week AGAIN..
i just dun seem to feel urgent or something..
haiz..
planned my holidays..
hope i follow it=P
alright..
super excited...
tml partner von and i deciding to go to bel's house's nearby to play TENNIS!!
hehe..so excited!!!
partner is gonna teach me=p
think i will give her a very hard time=p
feeling real exhausted now..
tired and all the words that can describe 'I AM TIRING'
take care=)
maybe somethings dun seem to be in place now...but we just gotta tolerant..and through all this difficulties..our bonds will be stronger...much stronger... smilex always=)i still crush evon=) she is sweet=p
6:39 AM
