Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
And feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No, you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

No one lies straight to your face
And no ever stabbed you in the back
You might think
I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always got you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like...

pink?!
haha..alright..
manx...
love this song manx!!
want the lyrics to be on my blog..
but dunno how to do...
haha...
alright...
nth much happened today...
suppose to be training with micLEE and qian..
but too lazy le..
so train on tues lor..
had pri 6 opening yesterday..
just wasted my whole morning can?!
went eunice' house with von and headed for town...
missed the singapore idol thingy in heeren..
took neos and went bloomington to get some stuff..
went ps to look at some digital camera..
then von wanna eat some stuff...
ate a chicken from her....
haha...so nice!!thankz alot!!
then wenta meet her...
saw cerlyn in kovan!!
gal ah...work hard ok?!
hahaha...
went home after that!!
wad a tired day!!
haha..

FRIENDS
i have learn alot from YOU...
thankz alot alot!!!
i nv think that friendship is like that..
have to give alot..
thankz alot..
next year gonna be our last year...
will treasure our friendship...
and as for U...i really appreciate our friendship...
we had some misunderstanding..
but its all over...
we are really good buddies now ya?
though we are going to different class...
we are still as close as before ok?
and for partner!!
i really will miss you...
you really understand how i feel..
when i am down...
you will cheer up up with you laughter..
and we will COoPERATE during lesson..
hahaha...(winks!!)
we will not be partners anymore...
but you are always the BESTEST BEST PARTNER ON EARTH!!!
love you!!
and as for my gentle friend...
though you have changed...
i will always be there for you ok?
will accept who you are...
but y do you go for love more than friendship..
maybe we should learn how to manage both of them tgt..
instead of mixing them tgt...
like wad i did before...
thank you STRAW CLUB!!
i love all of you all!!
you all brighten my days!!
i love you all!!!
straw club is forever straw club!!!

RELATIONSHIP
thank you gal...
i nv feel so worthy to someone before...
nv...
thankz for all the stuff you had sacrificed for me..
got scolding from your parents...
come out the day before prelims...
hurted you just before o level practical...
making you screw up them..
and not even blaming me...
making you brokenhearted...
really dun mean it..
so sorry...
i really treasure...
we had learnt alot alot of lessons....
i will try ok?
to not hurt you anymore...
thank you very much!!
really love you alot!!

shall end here..

really hope that you look at the good points of her...

not her weakness...

learn how to forgive and forget..

3:05 AM

purple??
haha..ya...
quite long nv blog le...
had school today..
was having cough ya?
cough until i cry during assembly!!
so embarrassing can?! haha
ya...
had some boring presentation and its like so STUFFY!!!
wanted to vomit can?!
sorry sandra if i was very impatient!!
had recess...
then janice took some video!!
i looked so RETARDED in it can?!
ah!!!
kept laughing at myself!!
then played bball with rachy and yinyee!!
anw VIVIAN cheer up ok?!!
haha..had christmas service!!!
its was so fun can?!
i mean at the end la!!
hahaha...ya..
had a very tiring training too!!
alright..
think i shall end here!!
take care!!

5:38 AM

rite...
just drop by to blog...
ya...
went to celebrate yuan ling's birthday yesterday!
happy birthday gal!!!
haha...wad a surprise for you ya?
hahaha...
met her yesterday..
but she had to go off first ya?
all thankz to some shit people...
went town to meet micLEE...
haha...had a hard time finding qian and yuanling...
hahaha...met their friends...
headed to heeren to take neos...
haha...so funny!! haha
laughs..went east coast...
talked to qian la..haha...gal...time will show everything...
ok?
took lots of pictures...then headed home...
woke up today...
had a bad sore throat..
then started sneezing so many times...
and ended up having flu...
haiz...still having a bad sore throat now...
met her today...
ya...returned her cam and the booky la...
i dun feel well today at all!!
so tired!
haiz...my throat...
nvm...
anw tml have training!!
FINALLY!!
time for a taking away my fats!
if it helps...haha...
ok..end here!
take care!!!

6:01 AM

haha...
writing this in PINK?!
haha..cause my face is so....
i dunno....
i look like a china bao! hahaha..
laughs..
but now better..
yesterday went sentosa with jan von cia nikk...
hahaha...
laughs...
tanning...but onli like have one hour of sun...
hahaha!!
played ball..ran so much for the ball!!
kept flying!!
hahaha!! laughs...
haha...
then played water...
after bathe when town for dinner!!
we were like so so tired!! then left town cause i was in a rush...
met her later!
ran in the dark lor!!
so scary!!!
haha!!
then went home lor...
haha..
had a tired but great day!!!
haha...
thankz pple!!
shall end here!!
take care!!
nitey!!

7:38 AM

haha FINALLY i am touching my bloggy!!!
haha...ya...
cause there's like lots and lots of exam and stuff...
haha
didnt really bother to go online...
no time la....
manx..
just screwed up all my papers..
having chinese and mcq next week...
haiz....so sad...
amaths....
maths...
el..
phy... geog..
especially el and lit...
haiz...i can even MAKE UP my OWN CODES!!!
wad is this manx!!
cannot make it la...
hahahha!!
laughs....
von!! help me see my el results ok? thankz!!!
haha...think i will just like freak out!
hahaha!! ok.....
when town today...after our paper...
with jan von partner and rachy...
hahaha...wanted to like celebrate partner's bdae...
but like turn out....
hahaha...went to cut my hair...
that guy just like go and straighten my hair...
but temp. onli...
haha
so weird!!!
hahaha..
then went to eat chicken rice WITHOUT chicken...
hahaha!!! laughs!!!
met partner and rachy and off to take neos!!
haha..on the way...
we are like playing the basketball..
almost hit a few pple...
hahaha...laughs!!
just 5 of us!!
so funny can?!
took so many neos in heeren!!
haha...
FINALLY took neos with JAN AND VON!!
its been LONG!!!
then headed for home..
haha...on the way saw sharon!!!
hahah..so cute!!
she bought the pinky PIG!!
SO CUTE!!!
hahaha...
went to meet her...
haha...
for awhile onli la..
cause she gonna rush off..
hahaha..then went home with that STRAIGHTENed hair...
so weird can?!
hahahha...laughs...
alright shall end here!!
take care pple!!
thankz for a GREAT day!!
love you all!!!!

7:18 AM