BIG SMILEX=)
skies are dark its time for rain
final call you board the train
heading for tomorrow
i wave goodbye to yesterdays
wipe the tears you hide your face
blinded by the sorrow
how can i be smiling like before
when baby, you don't love me anymore
say it isnt so
tell me you're not leaving
say you changed your mind now
that i am only dreaming
that this is not goodbye
this is starting over
(your are not far away)
if you wanna know
i don't wanna let go
so say it isn't so
ten to five at least we tried
we're still alive but hope just died
as they close door behind you
whistle blows and tons of steel
shake the ground beneath the wheels
as i wish i never found you
how can i be smiling when you're gone
will i be strong enough to carry on
miles and miles to go before i can say,
before i can lay my love for you to sleep
i got miles and miles to go
before anyone will ever hear
me laugh again
familiar huh??
was listening to BIG..
heard this song...
just pour back all my memories...
sad once..
but its all the past le!!
i am looking forward!
like i promised myself!!
for your sake!!
i will do it!!
but it made me grow up...
know wad is love..
know wad is going on...
know wad is not worth it...
let me learn so many lesson...
and i wanna thank you...
the most important lesson is to
learn how to
forgive and forget...
tonight it's very clear
as we're both lying here
there's so many things i want to say
i will always love you
i would never leave you alone
sometimes i just forget
say things i might regret
it breaks my heart to see you crying
i dun wanna lose you
i could nv make it alone
cause i am a man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero that you've dreaming of
gonna live forever know together that we
did it all for the glory of love
you'll keep me standing tall
you'll help me through it all
i'm always strong when you're beside me
i have always needed you
i could nv make it alone
just like a knight in shining armor
from a long time ago
just in time i'll save the day
take you to my castle far away...
sorry...
sorry for hurting you so much
at this wrong time...
affecting your studies and all
and you didn even blame me...
not all at!!
y are you so nice?!
y dun you just scold me...
but i will promise you
i will try my very very best...
i will treasure all you give me..
all the chances you gave me...
being so understanding...
and giving me so much time
and nv giving up on me..
thank you so much...
and i really mean it...
really do....
had 5 hours of tuition today!!
haha..
thankz partner!! really had fun during tuition!!
laugh like shit can?!
partner you just rawkx!!
forever cheering me up!!
always one leh!!
and thankz von for listen me talk crap yesterday night!!
and also jia you for our exams ok?
after exam jan you and i go out ok?
very long nv 3 of us nv go out le!!
miss it manx!!
just wanna break down..
but you all cheering me on!!
thankz alot!!
and very importantly!!
QIAN!!
i will nv forget you manx!!
love you!!
thankz for the advises you always give me!!
you really know me inside out!!
love you manx!!
remember to leave some space in your heart for me ok?!
hahahah!!!
you ah!!
thankz alot!!
i was so bad..
but you all didn blame...
i really wanna treasure wad i have now!!
i love you all manx!!
thankz alot!!
alright shall stop here!!
take care everyone!!
nites!!
hey!
manx!!
this blog is going to rot soon!!
better write some!!
haha..monday...
had breakfast with von..
then taught her amaths!
manx!!!
then lizard joined us..
haha..
thought we will be late so went to school...
on the way we met partner!!! hahaha!!
she was wating for rachel!!
they were even later can?!
then the bus ride was crap can?!
something went wrong with lizard..
first was 'kovun'...
then was ' my paaa' HAHAA!!
last was'mic-cell' haha
wad is this manx!!
then con went to make a sentence out of it!!
it goes'my paaaa saw me and min-cell in kovun'
hahaha!!
we really laugh until stomach ache...hahaha!!
haha..
then went to school...
lit lesson was quite scary!
haha..mrs koh off the light and told us this scary..
scaring us with her screams!!
haha..i almost scream so many times can?!
hahaha..then like kept grabbing von and janice!!
hahaha!!
laughs!!
then training was cancel..
cause if n level exam...
so decided to go town with von...
haha..
then von left her wallet in the bus even when she knows she left it there!!
pengz!!
haha...then jan left lizard jeslyn von and me..
then we chase the bus...haha
i mean in a cab la!
then the stupid taxi driver...
so deaf can?!
we are like joking that..if we leave anything in the cab
we will laugh manx!!
then we chase the bus!
and the bus captain helped us take it back..
he wanted von to tick all excellent on the feekback form..
so BHB can?!
diao!
hahahaha!!
then ask we ever checking all our stuff..
jeslyn was like"me hp leh?!"
manx!
we left it in the cab on the way out!!
manx!
then called her hp for billions of times!
that stupid uncles is like damm DEAF!!
so angry can?!
then we report to confort and stuff..
had lunch...
ten bought sweets for lizard and jeslyn..
wanna buy for them..
in the end von pay!
hahaha...manx!
then it started to pour!!
manx!!
wad a day!!
then waited for jeslyn to fetch her..
then lizard von and i went to heartland to meet heather...
then saw so mant pl lites there!!
manx!!
bettina mildred valentia and mic i think!
then saw eliz and friends!
after they left...
we sat beside candice....
hahaha....
laughs...
who care ya?!
hahahaha!
laughs...
haha..then went home...
tues wad crap..
meet vivian and von and i was like 1 hour late can?!
bought present and a piece of cake for mic ZHONG!!
haha!!
happy birthday gal!!
sorry!! cannot make it for your bbq!!
sorry!!
then went to school for lit..
it was CRAP!
so boring can?!
then met heather and went for lunch...
then went for intensive tuition!!
4 hours for CHEM!!
all the chemical!
ah!!
haha..
then wed suppose to meet jan and von for lunch..
but me and von woke up too late..
sorry jan!!
another time ok?!
sorry dear!!
sorry..to make you wake up so early!!
sorry!!
then met yingxiu and went to school..
was late AGAIN!!!
haha..
then ate jan's chocolate thingy for lunch!!
IT ROX!!
i love it manx!!!
haha..alright...then had training..
it was very fun la!
then went compass with jan eliz and qian..
haha
sorry heather!
was late!!
sorry!!
hahah..
sorry!!
then jan went to eat cup noodle!
then i drank the freezy thingy..forgot wad is it called..
haven finish then like was too late so gave it to qian they all!!
then went to meet heather..
then went home lor!!
and today is even more crap man!
i am sick can?!
saw the doctor!
but feel so weak!!
alright...
stayed all home the whole day!
haha..alright...think i shall just end here!!
take care!!
sometimes i just forget
say things i might regret
it breaks my heart to see you crying...